sadness....

it has been a long time after the last post..sadness, frustration..my feeling at this moment. my wedding day should be the happiest day in my life..but now..i'm not sure, will i be happy on my wedding day next month..i hope so..

Why is it so difficult to do good thing? Why must such problems occur..Can't write and describe how i feel write now..Just pray and hope i could be strong and patience with whatever happen..

Sayang.hope you will be strong too..love you so much dear...